"Your eyes told me my crime"

Staring outside,
sitting near the window pane,
I see everyone, but not you.
How stupid I am,
don't even realise, why I never told
you why I wanted to see you.

Never known, never grown,
why we were always so far.
still my brain keeps you alive,
still I feel the magic of your eyes....
cause they told me my crime.

[Rap Track]
This song is not straight,
my life is reflected in its pain.
Now I really miss you,
But why I do that I don't know.
we were never connected
never thought of giving it a try
Sitting back, solitary now,
I just try to think,
What happened to you....
why I allowed you to go..

This world creeps under my skin
making me sink back, more inside
and I tell you that there's no one to
pull me back now.
no one to give me breath now.
Why am I losing everything....
why am I failing.
no one wants to answer this now.

Never known, never grown,
why we were always so far.
still my brain keeps you alive,
still I feel the magic of your eyes....
cause they told me my crime.

[Normal Track]
You know , its more painful
now, when you're gone.
to watch you speak, to watch you freak
just behind my computer screen.
why was it invented....the memories would've burned me anyway .

[Rap Track]
I ask this to everyone, back in open again
I say out my mind.
How can you hate now the one you loved [ and I know you still love]
[and for me] how can you lose what you never had.
I never had you with me....
[in reality you never was even near me]
everything is closing down, then why I still try
still to remember you....
still to love you.
and why don't I fail everytime
why do you return back to me always.

Never known, never grown,
why we were always so far.
still my brain keeps you alive,
still I feel the magic of your eyes....
cause they told me my crime.

[Normal Track]
Time has passed so much that
everything seems that it never happened.
still whenever the Time will end,
one thing that won't ever be gone....
will be your priceless breath in my rhyme.