"Cursed"

Its in my breath,
Its in my name,
guilty before you end the game.

Cursed I am,
for what I tried,
never got out of trying phase.

[Rap Track]
The moment was coming,
tension and sweat filling the cloud,
crowd's shouting was at its height,
when he came to stage,
he tried to speak not just freak.
but the crowd choked him down ,
he went all the way down in one go.
but he felt no pain, even no shame.

What I need to tell you that it's not his tale
it's not his story of pretending
why he did go late.
His heart felt more streaked,
more scared, burning indeed
when the view of
prospective girlfriend's current boyfriend
convince him to change his ways instead.

Its in my breath,
Its in my name,
guilty before you end the game.

Cursed I am,
for what I tried,
never got out of trying phase.

[Normal]
I am not me,
just acting a witness to myself.
atlast the pieces of me
decided to be a hitchhiker
go decipher....
the unpredictable they prophesize.

Its in my breath,
Its in my name,
guilty before you end the game.

Cursed I am,
for what I tried,
never got out of trying phase.

[Rap Track]
I ain't sick, I ain't the one who is
only destined to try and die.
I was there when you failed
and when you cried.
it was only I who never tricked
you outta your life.
Then why you make the situation
with me so sticky,
Stop acting so fishy.
One day I know you'll know
the only one who was there only for
you, just for you,
was me and no one else.
Still you fuck up my life and
make it more difficult for me to
try and decide.

Its in my breath,
Its in my name,
guilty before you end the game.

Cursed I am,
for what I tried,
never got out of trying phase.

[Normal]
I won't be there always
someday I may die,that can be anyday
Then why don't you see me
even when I'm standing before your eyes.

Its in my breath,
Its in my name,
guilty before you end the game.

Cursed I am,
for what I tried,
never got out of trying phase.

[Rap Track]
Now lemme tell you why I
called myself so cursed.
There's a bug in my bag,
and that bug is called my brain.
Who to think as closest to me,
when time comes,the need arises
that same person,
is found most distant to me.
the empty promises ,faked up smiles,
your swollen disregard
hatred embedded in disdain,
denies me mortal gain.
Loneliness is what I always see near me,
That's why my spirits pine
Why I just don't live in your time.

[ Don't pretend,just wipe that grin off your face]

Is it my mistake,
' HANG OUT' really is that a phrase,
that you never speak in my space.

Its in my breath,
Its in my name,
guilty before you end the game.

Cursed I am,
for what I tried,
never got out of trying phase.

[Hazy distant voice]
I can't change however hard I try,
my condition,my life,
ther curse pulled over my rhyme.
Not Another Day........I want to die ToDaY.