"Lost you in the rain"

[Entry]
You wanna insert your pen there,
you wanna know the inside story,
So listen it now.

[Rap]
I don't want to defer,
But you're not the one I prefer.
Still I never wanted to make you cry,
your tears ran me in despair.
you never realised,but I wanna make you know,
to make life straight ,I ran it in reverse.

why I died,why I failed.
why I never faced you in the rain,
maybe that's why, I lost you again.

My past has got changed,
vacant road left behind,
why should I talk about you again.
nonexistent; the fiber between us has become.
I don't want to live in bleeding dreams,
but your smiles drived me insane.
why I died,why I failed.
why I never faced you in the rain,
maybe that's why, I lost you again.

[Normal]
Sometimes I feel I've become a disease
who won't be able to infect you again.
I've made you so much demolished.
Don't ask the reason behind this game.
you won't come across,
my infected brain again.
Hidden from you now I am,
and I promise I won't come back again.

[Rap]
Your substance forces me in pain,
all my efforts went in vain.
Why that picture lies there,
why all this change.
Why I got bypassed,
croaking about it has no gain.

why I died,why I failed.
why I never faced you in the rain,
maybe that's why, I lost you again.

Maybe I became the other one,
viewing your profile,locked
far away,somewhere in blame.
That blue hides you now,
and I copulate my life again.
why I died,why I failed.
why I never faced you in the rain,
maybe that's why, I lost you again.

[Normal]
My memories bleed,the spirits sieze,
passions behind them is evident beneath.
they ripped me apart,and blasted my soul,
everlasting destruction is now what I secure.
you won't come across,
my infected brain again.
Hidden from you now I am,
and I promise I won't come back again.

[Rap]
In the two way picture,everything has ruptured.
Something is missing from the frame I captured.
Don't think you deserve a lot,just think how much you got.
why I died,why I failed.
why I never faced you in the rain,
maybe that's why, I lost you again.
Lost you again....again
Lost you again....again
again....again
again....again
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this is my first song....the work to make it real is in progress.
the lyrics for this song was taken from my previous poems you may come across in this blog