Reasons 2 believe me

When I thought of writing this rhyme....
I wanted it to be as simple as possible....
But maybe the complex emotions in my
life showed themselves here too.
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Being anonymous for nearly
all my past life ,
limited only to some for my
strange designs.
I wanted to come out,
show what I got, really to you....

When I came here , it was not
that I wanted to speak a lie.
I just wanted to be me
and wanted everyone to know me
for a good cause
and for a right reason indeed.

That's why I tried to come up
speak everytime a chance was in scene
be friend to everyone
and let everyone come close to me.
Believe me, that was what I really tried.

Whatever happened, just think
it happened to one of your friends indeed.
Why you turned away from him
and tried to act like he was not there, ignoring him
making him feel like a transparent glass
or thought bad about him anytime in the past weeks.

Maybe you didn't knew me
that much. But please
for once you should have thought
of giving it a try....
tried to talk to me.
Tried to know my reasons for the time being.

I never wanted to live a complex life
and I ask who wants to live that please.
As for now you may think me to be
eccentric, mad and what not about me you speak.
Ok, I agree A little I may be,
but is it that much to make you hate me.

I even don't wan't to be a loner
circumstances make that for me.
I never wanted to take up false names
but there was nothing to hide behind, you see.
But now I promise I will just be me
as simple I can be.

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This was a really simple boy speaking
out his heart to everyone he needs.